It’s April 1st and it’s raining, and it’s been grey and cloudy for a week here now. So I’m trying to convince myself that it is starting to look greener outside, and trying to convince myself that rain isn’t all that bad, but it’s hard. I love Kyrgyzstan but honestly the last month has been really heavy in all ways. The city is grey, the trees are bare and the ground is covered with trash that has been litered all winter long. There are rats running all over in the gutters and they have shut off the heat when it is still freezing outside and there is no sun so it is freezing inside. Word on the street is that they are turning off the hot water for 2 months sometime this week.
But unfortunately not just the outside is so miserable, the government here is in turmoil, the Prime Minister has stepped down along with many other members of the government, and there are demonstrations planned. Who knows what will happen with all that.
Then there are the very rich and every one else. There are tons of new apartment buildings going up around the city, and the apartments are all sold out before they even build the building, but they cost 150,000-250,000 dollars in cash up front. Who has that kind of money here? Not my friends. Everyone I talk to says that to make 100 or 150 dollars a month is good money. My musician friends make even less. The premier orchestra in the country makes 40 dollars a month. Teachers in the music schools make 40 dollars a month. Hardly enough to pay for transportation there and back. It’s hard to make an honest living here, and I feel for my friends who have no prospect of ever making enough to move out of home, or to find a place they can call their own.
It often seems there is no hope in Kyrgyzstan, that things will never be better, but I’m reminded that my hope is in God and that he can prosper Kyrgyzstan if he wants to. He can give hope to the hopeless situations and he provides for the needs of his children. So through the heaviness of this month and life here in Kyrgyzstan, I’m reminded of where my hope needs to come from and reminded of his faithfulness by the love I have for my friends here, their smiles and hugs and laughter are sunshine. He gives hope and keeps us going even when we are tired. So even though March has been hard...I know spring is coming and sunshine and warm weather and that my hope will be renewed.